Context & Place & Site

    I sit crosslegged on the ground of my nest

I look around 

What do I see?

What do you see?

I see the past 

My past 

& 

Future

What about your present?

Does anyone notice that?

Do you? 

Unfortunately not

I see where I've feared

I've laughed 

I've panicked 

I've cried

I've seen where I've felt in love 

I've felt hope 

I've felt content 

I see my hair falling to the base in clumps

I see myself 

My self 

Myself progressing  

Myself at my worst

But did you know at the time that it was your worst?

No

I always hoped for things to get better

I'm scared of going backwards 

But now you can't relive your past

I know It's impossible but I cant help my mind 

I go back to staring out into the world through the branches of my walls 

My nose tingles with pain as I feel my eyes moist with tears

Going back to the place, what else do you see?

I

see

Lavender, stems high looking outwards with pride

Asking if I know Beyoncé

Says he doesn't 

Dad flees the nest

The rhythm of his steps 

The candle lit from her right shines and flickers 

The white clouds are still visible  

at 22:29

on Saturday 25th June